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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

hehe...this song still applies after 2 years, but in a different context. This time, i'm not saying goodbye to a person, i'm saying goodbye to my foolishness/ignorance/unfairness/selfishness/pride b/c i'm my worst enemy.

Michelle Branche
Goodbye to you

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star

posted by ~*~VaNeSsA~*~  -- 5:45 p.m. (0) comments

Hmm....i think AA isn't sufficient, let's see if this blogger thingy is for me =P

right now, i'm mixed up in all sorts of emotions, none of which seem to make any sense.
i want to be a better person but in many aspects i end up where right where i started or i could have even dug myself a bigger hole. it`s hard for me to admit it and even harder for me to go through the changing processes for what seems to be alone. am i putting up a front or is this the real me? God help me. I need to turn to You, show me the way.

posted by ~*~VaNeSsA~*~  -- 5:31 p.m. (0) comments