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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

Hmm....i think AA isn't sufficient, let's see if this blogger thingy is for me =P

right now, i'm mixed up in all sorts of emotions, none of which seem to make any sense.
i want to be a better person but in many aspects i end up where right where i started or i could have even dug myself a bigger hole. it`s hard for me to admit it and even harder for me to go through the changing processes for what seems to be alone. am i putting up a front or is this the real me? God help me. I need to turn to You, show me the way.