Welcome back to Waterloo...
an unfriendly welcome back...
i think it's been quite a long time since i last felt like at any moment i could really burst into tears... don't worry, i'm not sad... i think what I really need is some time with just me and God... alone... no distractions... no watcase... no school... no cleaning... no dealing with anything.. complete silence..
i think the sudden huge change from being an employee back to becoming a student has been a rather rough transition this time around...it's never really affected me much at all prior to this... i really don't even know why i am in such a blah mood these past 2 days...
and i just found out my masters might start on jan 3 since we get off school earlier in july to study for our UFE... boo.............
i think i have it again... not really thinkign of anything in general... but i just... like if i stopped trying to control it... i think the tears would come... it's at these times where my emotions sometimes really just pop out... i think it's like an amalgamation of all these different things...
and the words in my heard right now are... "i want to go home..."
homesickness already on the 2nd day here..hahahha i feel like a frosh =) i can barely control it... if amy weren't talkign to me right now about accounting stuff..i think i'ld lose it...
no more words.. qutie braindead after working 9am to 6pm today..and researching more a bit when i got home.... it's gruelling...
i'm goin to make it... in You i put my hope, in You i put my strength, in You i put my trust...in You... i think this almost even needs my Casting Crowns music... but they're in my car...hahahah accross the street... laziness... hahah
i think i'll research till 9, then call it quits for the day...
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