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Monday, November 27, 2006

Restoration

1 week till the end of classes =) haha can u feel the excitement? i'm almost done my 4A term!!! then off to work on Jan. 2, 2007.

i had the chance to go home this past weekend... i got to TO around 5pm on saturday.. and didnt' even stay for a full 24 hrs until i had to go back to waterloo and group project some more..but neways, it was awesome =) got to see my por por one last time until she leaves for hk today... and i also got to hang out with andrea all sunday after church =) i'm feeling a lot more relieved now than before... again, i am amazed at how God answers prayer and how He is constantly molding and changing us from the inside out =) it was definitely a good choice to go back home this weekend, even if it was only for such a short time... it reminded me so much of where part of my heart lies...

for a 14 year old, she is unbelievably strong... and just in these past 2 weeks, i have seen tremendous growth and maturity on her part... haha and yet at the same time, she'll always be the younger kid sister that i've grown up looking after... haha the more she shares her life with me, the older i feel =) lol.. all the boy drama... there's defintiely enough to last a lifetime there just in gr 9... i've forgotten what it's like to be 14... all those years of searching for my own unique identity... those years of discovering what faith means to me... those years of fitting in and wanting to be heard and respected... those years of feeling like i was treated like such a little kid... hahaha.. yeah... rebellion =P haha altho i'ld liek to think i wasn't as rebellious as she is now, but i realize that i'm pretty biased =P haha

i think bit by bit, i'm learning how to let her live her life and make her own mistakes... she knows that i'm always there for her when needed... she knows that i'm only a phone call away and that i'll come home if ever needed... i really do love her so much =) it's great to jsut hang out again, even if we aren't really talkign about anythign in depth or even talkign at all =P jsut spending time in silence with those you love is such a blessing from God... hahaa..but yeah... it's like old time again =) tears of joy, tears of sadness all shared togehter thru the good and the bad =) hahah soemtimes i jsut wanna hug her and never let go and be there to protect her thru everything, but that's God's role, not mine =) but hey, God does a way better job than i could ever do and she's in the best hands =) God i praise you for your faithfulness that spans throughout the generations... i thank you for giving me peace. =)

posted by ~*~VaNeSsA~*~  -- 12:56 p.m.

1 Comments:

peace =)
good to see that things are looking up
it's good to just hang out with siblings and grow closer to the sibs and realize that we're all growing up in different ways that only God can have control over =)

By Blogger sajoy, at 12:17 a.m.  

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