days go by so fast when i'm in waterloo... but then in a heartbeat, my mind can be solely focused on home... i worry too much... there are just some things i can't control... these are precisely the things that scare me most... the feeling that i can no longer protect * anymore... the feeling that * is possibly getting themselves into a big big hole... the feeling that ppl will take advantage of a person's naivety... ugh... i'm over-reacting... this is exactly why i find it so hard to leave and be away and not know what's goin on... why are there not other ppl looking out for *? argh... i'm such a parent... a thousand things can cross my mind pertaining to that situation...