tough love.
who said it was easy? arg...i dun want this to be another complaining post... i just wanna fall rite into the arms of my Father... everybody's got their own stuff to deal with... and it amazes me how strong some of my fellow brothers and sisters are... the things they go thru... if i can be of any support or help to them, the Lord shows me how.... sometimes, it's just kinda hard to give of myself so much to others when most don't have a clue that i've got to deal with crap too... but that's my fault...i don't share very often... this sacrifice is nothing compared to the ultimate sacrifice of Christ's death on the cross... i mean.. dangggg... u wanna talk about sacrifice... that's it right there. God thank you.
what people do not see behind my smile.... is the need for healing in one particular area of my life... i was reading a sister in Christ's blog the other day and it really spoke out to me...she spoke of her need for healing... and it really touched me. i think today it really made me realize that i too have that need for healing...i will never be able to move on with my life if the smallest things can break me so much... i think it's been awhile since i last cried... seems heavy now...
i think i just need to sit, and let the tears fall..and start healing.... only in and through God.
BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD. =)
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edit post: 1 day later...
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i know the past post may have gotten some of you worried... but don't be =) blogging is sometimes my way of telling God how i feel... altho some posts over the past couple of months may seem hopeless... they are NOT!!! i have full faith that the Lord knows the plans He has for me... i do not doubt them... but that doesn't mean that it won't hurt =) every now and then.... and sometimes more often in one period of your life than another...
He is my shield.... the spiritual warfare is always present in our lives... there is not a day when i dont' go through them... and i'm sure you as well =P.... persevere. pray for your friends and family.... most likely, they are going thru some battles that most people know nothing about... no matter how "strong" some people may appear... even if you dunno exactly what they're going thru, just pray for them that they'll be able to withstand the temptations and trials, that they'ld arm themselves up with the armour of God, and that they'ld never lose their focus off worshipping God in the midst of any trials.
let's continue to have the joy of the Lord in our hearts even when we're suffering deeply.
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