tick tock tick tock...that's what i'm currently feeling... only got 3 hrs of sleep yesterday...but tonite i'm gonna try to stay up at bit and just meditate on the following Psalm:
Psalm 143 A psalm of David.
1 O LORD, hear my prayer, listen to my cry for mercy; in your faithfulness and righteousness come to my relief.
2 Do not bring your servant into judgment, for no one living is righteous before you.
3 The enemy pursues me, he crushes me to the ground; he makes me dwell in darkness like those long dead.
4 So my spirit grows faint within me; my heart within me is dismayed.
5 I remember the days of long ago; I meditate on all your works and consider what your hands have done.
6 I spread out my hands to you; my soul thirsts for you like a parched land. Selah
7 Answer me quickly, O LORD; my spirit fails. Do not hide your face from me or I will be like those who go down to the pit.
8 Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul.
9 Rescue me from my enemies, O LORD, for I hide myself in you.
10 Teach me to do your will, for you are my God; may your good Spirit lead me on level ground.
11 For your name's sake, O LORD, preserve my life; in your righteousness, bring me out of trouble.
12 In your unfailing love, silence my enemies; destroy all my foes, for I am your servant.
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2 hrs later....
all i can say is... that in such a short amount of time, this is probably one of the most powerful times that God has ever spoken to me and worked in the lives of those around me... i give Him all the glory He really deserves and so much more... words cannot express how God has changed me again... I will continually thank and praise the most worthy of our worship Father... ^_^