i know the journey is so tough now... so very tough... and the only thing that keeps me goin is You Father... nothing else..no one else can ever fulfill me as You do Lord... I just ask that you would grant me eyes that would see as You would want me to see... take away all those other thoughts and worries that enter into my mind... things that are not holy and pleasing to You... I know that you have put me in these circumstances for a reason and i know that only good can come of it, no matter how screwed up these situations can be... You are my hope.