well, as part of this week's sunday skool "homework," we were told to choose a phrase and then meditate on it for like one minute each morning..and i chose: God is in control...
I chose this particular phrase because I find that when my spiritual journey with Him weakens, it is because I have tried to control my own life by myself instead of submitting to God's control. And I know that this is not only my own struggle, but i guess everyone also struggles with it too...
right now, i'm not in one of those spritually empty phases of my life now, but that's not to say that I am not currently facing my fair share of issues... but this meditation thing is working =P i say it repeatedly to myself and to God... and after every time i say it, my mind thinks of another issue in my life or in those around me and then i repeat that God is truly in control... it feels very good to release each day's issues into His hands right from the beginning of the day.
as you may or may not know, these past 2 - 3 weeks has been quite refreshing for me.. I have rediscovered the joy of going to sunday skool and learning, the importance of friends and family, and just the person God is shaping me into becoming...
and i think that an incident this week really ignited my passion for prayer once again..... yes... it's time to begin writing in my prayer journal once again... after about a month 1/2 of not writing... i'm just sorrie that i didn't start writin in it agian earlier.. God has been so faithful... and stupid me... got so lazie when i started working..and my excuse was always "i'm so tired at the end of the day to really sit down and write in it." i know... bad me... yup...now that devos are up and running.... my prayer life's gotta get moving =P i'm so excited...i know GOd's got some AWESOME things planned...
