i know you'll never be able to hear these words mike...but let me get them off my chest:
i never expected that you would choose this path for us. you've let me down...over and over again... i dunno how many more chances i can give u. i dunno why i even hope that we can still be frenz.... cuz clearly that's not what u want for us. i guess i'm sorrie if i made u uncomfortable by just randomly...and i mean really randomly showing up at yur church... i didn't know that this would be such a big deal to you. i can see that you can't manage even saying a simple "hello" to me... dun get me wrong..... my feelings for u have left me completely.... but i'm the kind of person that won't give up friendship....it's hard for me to understand why u dun even wanna be frenz.... but i mean... u dun have to be mean about it...if u dun wanna be frenz, that's cool.... but why the cruelty? it makes me think less of you, which is very hard for me. you are not the person i thought u were....sighz...i dun think you would ever intentionally hurt me as u did... but it's over and done with... fresh starts aren't reality for us... so.... i'll end with this. thank you for the wonderful memories... and i hope u will grow and mature so that you will never let another girl down as u have done to me.