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Thursday, July 15, 2004

Love.

Love cannot be explained in any single term or phrase. Rather, it's something that is taken and given between people. I think of firstly God's love for us. His love that's completely inmeasurable, wholly satisfiable, forever enduring, 100% unconditional, and just too good of a thing to miss.

I see sooo many of my friends and family members just missin out on His love for us. These people are so desperatly searching for someone to love and care for them while there's a God out there who loves each one of my friends to bits! COntinued prayer!

I'm so thankful that GOd luvs me so much as He does...but what makes it better is that it's not just GOd loving me, but it's a two-way relationship. He'll forever love me, but i can luv him also with all of my heart! Also, each of us carry a bit of GOd's love that we're fully able to spread to others.

Today, I caught a glimpse of that. ^_^ thinking about it, makes me so happie!!!! Well... i was coming home from work today..and it was late, like 7ish cuz traffic was so bad..and i i guess that made me kind of in a pissy mood to begin with..well, when i came home, i discovered that my computer had gotten a virus on it... most likely resulting from unsafe websites my sis checked out earlier on in the day. so i got mad at her... and my frustration vented out. well, during dinner, rite before saying grace, my sister said "i'm sorry" to me... at this point, i started feeling so bad for losing patience with her. never before had she ever apologized to me without somoene having to force her to do ti and actually meaning it! how could i not forgive that gentle face? so... after dinner, andrea ( my sis) proceeded to wash the dishes..and i went to fix my comp... then a while later, she goes up to me (while i'm at the comp) and hands me something. As she leaves the room, she says "here... this is for you, just dun hug me". So, once she's left the room, i open it. and it's a hand-made card made of origami paper, saying " To Vanessa., I love you. From Andrea Li.... AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW... my heart totally melted! i luv her sooooo much!!!! i wanted to hug her so tight... ~LoL!~ but i know andrea wouldn't ahve any of that =P hehe.. that's definitely some of GOd's love!

and to all you out there who have been praying for her, i thank each and every one of you for all your prayers. they are GREATLY appreciated... things are going better wtih her and i, but with the rents, it's still pretty bad. But i have faith that things will indeed get better, they already have. Praise GOd. a couple of weeks ago, we did devos together. that was absolutely amazing. definitely an answer to prayer. thankyou.