hey...i'm sitting here in my room now..it's currently 2:13 am...i got back from DP about half an hour ago. hmmm..recently my sleeping schedule has become so screwed up...i never sleep earlier than 3 now, and i wake up at the earliest 11 am the next morning....take a shower...eat lucnh...then it's either sleep again till dinner or just relaxing~ then...the real day starts (meaning...major studying!!! most likely at DP). well... at DP we had an interesting talk about relationships again =P yeah..those annoying complicated relationships... started thinking again...
i dunno...i really dunno...i was talking to sally yesterday nite about my feelings...and how they've changed yet again.... i think it's a better thing now anyways that i do indeed like him, now seeing the whole picture of him, rather than just a lopsided "unreal" view of him. i think now i can accept who he is and not wish for things that he's not.... rite now, i still dun really know what i want to come out of this. in one sense, i want things to go deeper, in the other sense, i want to back away and become less attached. as of rite now, things could really go either way. it's all up to God. but if things do go deeper, there will be some issues that definitely need to be discussed..no more of this not opening up to each other business...